A Deal with my Heart

When I started off, I never knew where it would go

My heart showed me the way, but the end was nowhere to know.

The path was dark, I preferred to hide

But you were holding my hand standing right beside.

I still question my destiny, wish I could live those moments more

But then my heart started questioning, from the bottom of its core.

Should I should I not, Do I do I not

Would I would I not, May I may I not.

We walk different paths, that would never ever meet

And the spaces between us are so hard to beat.

Clouds of confusion tearing my heart away

Can’t stop thinking about you, almost every other day.

Can’t stop missing, the warmth of your breadth

The soft touch of your lips, and the kiss on your neck.

Can’t stop missing, running my fingers down your hair

Holding you in my arms, for the moments were so rare.

But now the hard part comes, where I need to deal with my heart

A deal to stop thinking about you, a deal to stay apart.

I know it is painful, but I need to do it anyway

I know it is tough, I hope my heart shows me the way.

I tried a lot and kept trying, and failed miserably on my part

I still love you, I still miss you, It’s hard for me to stay apart.

With my heart I made a deal, with lot of pain and screams

That I will keep you holding in my arms, that I would meet you in my Dreams.