Thursday, January 24, 2002

My Angel in dream


You came in white and also in western
To make a link and have a concern
To cease my thoughts
             As it would have been
When for the first time
             You landed in my dream

Whenever I used to go to sleep
I wish your thoughts would give a peep
But I wasn’t that lucky
             To see your face
I desperately searched
             But just couldn’t trace

All this happened since many days
And my wish had also turned into craze
And then for the first time
             My Angel came
To brighten my dreams
             And sweeten the same

The dream had one thing very distinct
That made me feel through my instinct
It was the orange skirt
             In which I saw you
Which made me think twice
             That I still know you

In that orange skirt
             You were looking too good
I could only stay and stare
             And wait as I should

I’m sorry to say
             But I wanted to embrace
That outstanding beauty
             Of that subtle face

I hold your hand and soon realized
That it was a dream that I analyzed
But whatever it was
             It was simple and straight
That my Angel was in my dream
             Which was really great

Wednesday, January 23, 2002

Return of my Angel


The first creation – ‘Angel in white’
             Was not a deliberate one
And when you said that you didn’t mind
             I knew there’s more left to be done
I thought you would mind
             But instead you encouraged me
I was sure I’ll write more
             As my Angel is dear to me

So, today I get down with this
             To see the return of my Angel
But this time she’s not in salwar suit
             Rather she’s a new western Angel

I never used to have
             A fancy towards western dresses
And a simple sober Indian girl
             Was enough to have my crushes
But this was the first time
             That somebody pulled my attention
Even though you were in western
             Still you deserve my affection

I’d never ever imagined
             That you would look so different
You had that look and that killer stance
             And your thoughts were equally recurrent
I tried back hard
             To regain my lost balance
You had almost made me crazy
             And broke my inner silence

Fortunately enough, that day
             We never had any class
Otherwise it would have been difficult
             To concentrate and pass

Please have a little mercy on me
             I can’t afford to waste my time on you
I try damn hard to resist your thoughts
             But then again I find something new
Something new to pen it down
Quite a few to think around
But then I hear a silent sound
That I’m also a little bound

I’m bound to my aim
             I’m bound to my dream
And then I somehow control myself
             Flowing down the stream
I agree that I like you very much
             But I’m not going any far
My career is the thing that’s most important
             As I need to reach the star

I’m very much aware of my dreams
             But you even land down there
And the catastrophe that you create
             Is not at all fair

Whether you wear western or Indian
             Whether you wear white or not
I’m always going to write about you
             So, don’t bother a lot
You had been my Angel
             Since the day I saw you in white
But don’t take anything seriously
             As I only have a hobby to write

Friday, January 4, 2002

Be like a little star


Ever noticed a little child?
And ever noticed their blissful ignorance?
Though they have seen the least of this world
Yet they’ve some exceptional sense

They have so many things to teach you back
We’re no doubt mature
             But few are the things that we lack
So, those are called the little stars
Who shine even brighter than the brightest star

When you come along with them
You’ll realize the unselfish love
             That they emit
If you play along with them
You’ll realize in what state of purity
             Do they exist

Their mind is free from all the tensions
Yet their heart is full of love and emotions
They don’t bother about tricks and relations
What they understand is
             The deep love and affection

They never even dream to harm anybody
As their purest desire is to love everybody
They don’t have the tendency to take revenge
And they are free from every mental avenge

They have the habit
             To learn everything new
Yet this habit is maintained and cultivated
             By only a few
They have the craze and excitement
             In every object they see
They develop a sense of attachment
             And suppress ‘I’ for ‘we’

Learn to be a little star
The childhood stage is the purest in our life
Remember your every experience
It’s going to help you in every strife