Uncertainties forever

All the people in this world

              Have their own assumptions

And the biggest uncertainty that I have

             Is because of all my presumptions

Though I know this very well

             That people have their expectations

The uncertainties exist in every place

             Through the darkness of endless limitations

The stumbling blocks that I face

             In the darkness of my life

I hurt my body as well my soul

             With cuts and bruises in this strife

Then hit my head with an unseen wall

             And blood flows out in stream

That warm blood flows through my face

             Taking me in a state of dream

People ditch me, they backstab me

             And I search for a helping hand

But uncertainties exist forever

             As even friends don’t withstand

They promise at first and then leave me alone

             To face all the wrath of this fate

And I only seem to wonder

             That why this happened so late

They say I misunderstood them

             Then why did all this happen in the first place

I don’t want to live in this world

             Which doesn’t even recognize my face

Whatever I wanted from you

             Was it all so unjustified

That bonds of friendship fall at stake

             And when I’m sure that I didn’t lie.

Anyways no problem

             You stay happy always

I think I expected quite a lot

             I overlook the uncertainties in the way

I told you yesterday that I believe you the most

             And you also said to keep that belief

But today I think I took you absolutely wrong

             And now I only want a little bit of relief

Why did I expect so much?

             When uncertainties are so powerful

Why didn’t I understand this before?

             Why my destiny did made a fool

I don’t know what you meant yesterday

             I don’t know what you mean today

But I only mean one thing

             That I don’t want to live in this way

At one instance I feel I have everything

             Another instance I feel that I’m lost

Those three unspoken words

I knew I was lucky

             And my lines of fate proved that more often

But the day I met you for the first time

             I knew it doesn’t happen very often

For the first time I trusted somebody

             And the words had their own connotation

But those three unspoken words

             Needn’t need any iteration

There were a few of those stages

             I felt you’d somebody else in your heart

I only wanted to see you happy

             But your thoughts and dreams, I just couldn’t part

I went through a plethora of phases

             When losing you became a fear

But those three unspoken words

             Had the magic to bring us near

I could feel it in your every breath

             I could sense it in your every glance

All words need not be spoken

             Some are distinct even in trance

You’d never spoken those three words

             Neither ever did I

But are those words so necessary

             When you know without you I prefer to die