Seeking forgiveness

Oh my dearest friend

             I know you are annoyed

I know I committed a mistake

             Due to which, from your love I’m devoid

I apologize for my behavior

             For that unpardonable rudeness

But since you are my best friend

             So, I’m seeking for your forgiveness

I may be a complete insane person

             I may have very few of those good qualities

But your support and your precious company

             Will revive all my insignificant brevities

Even I want to change myself

             Won’t you help me get out of this madness?

And that is the reason I gave an apology

             That is the reason why I seek your forgiveness.

In your disguise

Amidst the world when I’m all alone

             I search for that motherly care

But I really miss you oh dear mom

             As your precious shoulders are very rare

I search for those rarest shoulders

             Who take the weight without complain

I wish I could lie my head down

             And forget the hostility and all the blame

Your shoulders absorbed all my tears

             All my grieves and all my pain

I felt to be the most secure

             In every walk of every lane

In your cool and precious shadow

             I could fight the whole world out

Oh my mom, where are you?

             I really miss you no doubt

My craving heart still searches for you

             When I found a person in your disguise

I shared everything with her

             And for your sake it did suffice

I felt I found a shoulder

             Of equal support that you give

I reached to it in your absence

             As I found a new source to live

But it couldn’t support my weight for long

             As constraints are higher than defined

I started feeling lonely again

             And I pray and hope she doesn’t mind

It is not her fault however

             Being uncomfortable she refused anyway

She is also bound by some constraints

             Although she helps me in every way

At last I only pray two things

             For which my whole concern lies

May my mom always stay with me

             And I could avoid all disguise