I lost something that I never had

The spaces between us were integrating

             And so was my state of conscience

She is the reason for my existence

             For my soul and the deep state of sense

But even before the realization of dreams

             The story took a turn for sad

Before I could even confess

             I lost something that I never had

Tragic were the turns through which I went

             But surprising was the satisfaction

She is in love with somebody else

             Her confession lies in every action

I’m happy for the match she found

             As I lack the qualities that he had

My dearest love was still with me

             When I lost something that I never had

To bury my desires deep under

             And bury through all that I’d been

Make me forget all those evenings

             Every instance that we spent and seen

May she always remain happy

             This intrinsic desire I always had

But one paradox that still exists

             I lost something that I never had

Mysterious smile

Your confessions may not be assertive

             But understanding needs for a while

Whenever that blessed topic comes

             And you reveal that mysterious smile

Emotions can’t be hidden

             For as a mirror is the face

You can hide it from the world

             But friends catch its pace

The special person when enters the words

             Your face brightens like crystal sunshine

The world can be fooled around

             But friends travel a different line

If it is present there

             Just try and bring it out

Your life will change in a blessed way

             That person whom you can’t live without

It’s my request, you accept this fact

             The journey is more than a mile

Instead of showing those subtle nuances

             Try to reveal the mysterious smile

Stay in my dreams

In my every dream

             She does come to meet

I die to see that subtle glance

             As soothing as her heartbeat

I wish I could confess my love

             And make her forever mine

But still I say, ‘Stay in my dreams’

             As that dream is more divine

I search for her in the cool moon light

             I see her face in the morning dew

Her remembrance throughout the night

             Makes her special amongst the few

I wish she knew about this

             But conscience keeps me bound

That’s why I say, ‘Stay in my dreams’

             So that it is never ever found

Beyond expectations

Though I wasn’t that desperate

             Still I couldn’t believe on my fate

The day I found that sweet nice person

             Who fortunately was my classmate

Friends were there

             But all that friendship was meaningless

With an in-depth heart I realized

             The true feeling of friendliness

The bad person in me

             Was a selfish of its own kind

But her selfless love and care

             Transformed my whole mind

Her qualities were beyond expectations

             As she left me totally spellbound

My destiny was generous on me

             For such a nice friend I’d found

Who you are?

I feel so secure when you hold my hand

The cuddling and scolding makes me stand

Who you are,

             When you’re ready to sacrifice even your share

For the sake of nothing

             You shower that motherly care

Every moment shared is so valuable

You are the person, I find most amiable

Who you are,

             When your love has such an addiction

I find myself indebted

             When you shower that sisterly affection

In the brink of a trouble you lean on me

You share your smile even tears with me

Who you are,

             When your trust is in abundance

I feel my responsibility

When you show your child like dependence

Every relation has a color of yours

In every feeling I find your source

I know who you are

             That is the reason why I care

I wish you happiness throughout your life

             And a friendship forever to share