Don't wanna go

It was supposed to be a big day

             Supposed to bring a big change in my life

Bring with itself loads of happiness

             With a possible end of every strife

The entire world wished me for it

             But something was troubling in my mind

Happiness was just one step away

             But I have to go leaving you behind

With you I saw this world

             And the lovely evenings that we spent

When you used to sit beside me

             On the long drives we went

The pizza parlour will miss our presence

             And the long walk on the crowded street

The only movie we saw together

             Which was for your birthday treat

My camera will miss shooting your pics

             In my car and in front of the lake

I’ll have you living in my dreams though

             I wish I never get awake

I don’t wanna go leaving all this behind

             I’ll badly miss that Café Coffee Day

Come with me we will walk together

             In every moment, on every way

How do I make you realize

             And will you ever be able to perceive

I just don’t wanna go without you

             How do I make you believe

There was an aroma in the air

             But somehow I just couldn’t feel

But then it was only your presence

             Which brought within the magical zeal

I don’t wanna go all alone

             With all the pain in abundance

I just cannot live without you

             I only need a small assurance

Tell me once that you love me too

             Tell me once that you also feel the pain

Just hold my hand for once and tell me

             That you wanna see me again

Just be with me during this time

             Don’t let me go out of sight, then out of mind

My life will be tough without your presence

             I need your support in every kind

I need your friendship, I need your love

             And I want you to stand-by

I don’t wanna go all alone

             And that’s why I’ll never say Good Bye.

Last Love

I get up in the morning with a smile on my face

The day stands all bright, still my dream I could trace

Every beat of my heart, reiterates my dream

Yes! I love you, though I speak, I wish I could scream.

Scream aloud and tell the world

             Look! There she is! The love of my life!

The only person who deserves my love

             The only person who deserves to be my wife

It seems to me as if, I’m actually in love for the first time

Every breath seems to be new and every beat of my heart sublime

I know what I feel and I know it’s absolutely true

Yes! It’s my first love and Yes! It’s my last love too.

My eyes have lost all senses

             You stand in front and I just can’t blink

My mind has lost all senses

             The heart feels but the mind just can’t think

Now why do I wish, to live a life so long

You are a part of my every happiness, in my every moment you belong

It’s not just me, all the world can guess it through

That yes! It’s my first love and Yes! It’s my last love too.

You are the basis of my life

             As the blood flowing in my veins

In my every breath you reside

             On my every thought you rein

People walked away from me but I want you to stand

They all left me alone, I wish you could hold my hand

Prove them wrong, all who said that you are untrue

Just becoz, it’s my first love and just becoz it’s my last love too.

You are You

You want to know your own name

             Looking into my eyes, a simple question you ask

Though I know I’m all open to you

             Then why do I live beyond this mask?

Your indifference creates the distance

             I can’t confess that You are You

My love exists in every fragment

             In every moment that you live it through

You ask me the name of the girl

             Though in every beat of my heart you reside

Why can’t you guess your own name?

             When my every pain you tend to subside

You are a part of my every dream

             Still you have a doubt that You are You

The face that’s engraved in my mind

             That’s the face I wish I drew

I know I haven’t told you anything

             But can’t you still read my eyes?

Is it so difficult for you to understand?

             The love that makes me rise

In a state of trance when I hear your voice

             It’s crystal pure like morning dew

I tend to absorb my every breath

             How to tell that You are You?

The only fear that I have

             I may lose a dearest friend

I know the time is not best for you

             So I avoid the emotional trend

The pain in me and so the void

             I would die if I have to bid adieu

Just come and hold my hand for ever

             Look into my eyes and say that YOU are YOU.

Kiss of Life

What is it that you like the most
       Is it my touch, an embrace or a kiss?
Which makes you feel out of this world
       A romantic feeling in that sense of bliss
I simply hold your hand & my fingers run up your arm
Till I firmly hold your shoulder, your feelings are no more calm
Though you keep the silence, I know how much you miss
You want more than a touch, might be an eternal kiss

It was the forehead, the first kiss I gave
So short it was, but I know for it you crave
Showing in it was a pure sense of care and kindness
Such was the honesty, with a soothing trust of blindness

The second kiss I gave and this time it was the cheek
Trying to hold your body close when your breath goes weak
You get conscious about it now, still you want to dismiss
You keep holding my hand so hard, but don’t stop me from the kiss

Then I come down to your shoulders
       And embracing your body across
I could feel the warmth of your curves
       And even our senses go for a toss
Now you even leave my hand
       And let me trace your body like this
That I just can’t resist myself anymore
       On your neck I give a kiss

Your one hand across my shoulder
       And fingers roving in my hair
All distances seem to converge
       These pensive moments are so rare
The forehead, cheeks and neck don’t suffice
       We are dying to fill the abyss
Trying to reach for each other’s lips
       For that one eternal kiss

That one moment in eternity
       The breath that we could feel
Trying to dissolve in each other’s arm
       When the soft lips could heal
One last sigh and then we locked our lips
       A chance we both could never miss
A kiss of life as we call it to be
       It was the lips that acknowledged the kiss.

Please say something

The day you were sitting beside me

             And I was constantly staring at your face

Trying to decipher every smile

             Trying to judge, why your breadth had that pace

Speaking with you, as usual as I

             The smile on your face I hope to bring

Was dying to hear your subtle soft voice

             Before you go, please say something!

Something that I want to hear from you

             One thing that I crave to hear

Will you always keep this silence intact

             For what you need to have this fear

Try opening your arms for once

             Let the love build its own string

I’ll embrace you and fill you on my chest

             But before that you atleast say something!

How’d I know that you feel something for me

             Your sound of silence has its own name

I die to feel that love from your end

             The beautiful love that I proclaim

I fear like this, we may go apart one day

             Although I know, you’d prefer to cling

The love is there in your heart too

             For the sake of that love, why not say something!

Deny me not when I hold your hand

             When I put my arms round your waist

Just submit yourself to my love

             In those moments devoid of haste

Let me once kiss your lips

             Pulling you near, as near as I could bring

And till now, when you prevailed this silence

             Then for a moment atleast don’t say something!

She loves me! She loves me not!

Being an integral part of my life

             The love is so pure and profound

I die to have that one glance of her

             In every moment a new love is found

Not a moment goes when we don’t think of each other

Not even a fraction of second when we are not together

Distances seem to be so less, we find comfort in each others arms

We hold each others hand and every ripple seems to calm

We may not accept on each others face

             But there is something that ties a knot

When we die to hear each others voice

             Then I know that she loves me a lot!

Being my best friend as always

             We prefer to share every small thought

She compliments me so well

             We find the solace we sought

We speak to each other for hours all together

Even our silence is also understood by each other

When we meet, we seem to be the best buddies ever

And when we don’t, we crave for it forever

We know and understand each others need

             One person’s grief is another person’s thought

We help out each other in every adversary

             That’s why I say – She loves me a lot!

But there are a few instances

             Which I wish I could avoid

I try hard to find the reasons for the indifference

             But just can’t fill in the void

Sometimes I feel as if she hardly cares

She tries to hide and doesn’t prefer to share

It hurts me the most when I feel the void in that trust

Though we are so close, still it’s hard to adjust

I keep on doing my best for her

             And she undermines my every thought

She plays down my every effort

             And then I feel - She loves me not!

Please answer me clearly whether you love me or not?

Please don’t keep me hanging at an end

Don’t let my efforts fall on your blind spot

After a while it would be too difficult to defend

This may not be the right time for you, I know

But take a decision soon, as the life is short

Let’s end this dilemma once and for all

She loves me! She loves me not!

A YES in that NO

When you lie down on the bed and you try to sleep

When you feel you are all alone and dreams start to creep

You take the quilt, till it just bares your waist

You tend to ignore, probably in that haste

A hush of the breeze when blows through your face

You clinch your fist and the quilt you embrace

A slight movement in your lips as if you know I’m there

Those fluttering of your eyelids, a sight so rare

When you lie down like this in a state of trance

The luckiest being the breeze that can take the chance

It rustles through your neck & hisses down the spine

You shiver with that sense, a touch so divine

Clinching on the quilt you embrace your body close

The fragrance of the musk, or was it jasmine or the rose

With the smell of the love, your breadth gains the pace

With folded hands on your bosom, the heartbeat starts to race

You deny the touch of the breeze and tend to turn to the left

Your midriff tends to expose and visible through the cleft

Now you can’t take it anymore and turn to the right

And losing the quilt, oh what a memorable sight

You know you are in love, still deny the all known fact

Deny the breeze that touches you and tries to interact

That breeze is me and nobody else

                 To my face you always say a NO

And when you are fast asleep

                 Why I could hear a YES in that NO?

Those 6 hours of solitude

Those 3 words “See you later”

                 Goes right across my heart

Feels the world has come to an end

                 Still I wish we would never go apart

That one dreaded word “Bye”

                 I wish I could just make it disappear

Though it always follows with a “Hi”

                 Its appearance is so austere

This world would again be dry

With my destiny, I fought and argued

Why do I need to face this again

Those 6 hours of solitude

Staring the ceiling, while I lie on the bed

                 I paint you in my imagination

Yours eyes are closed, your lips are silent

                 But there’s a subtle revelation

I could hear you breathe; I could feel your warmth

                 You lie beside so motionless

I keep staring at your face for the next 6 hours

                 You just make me so obsess

All of a sudden my dream breaks again

And I wish I could get your gratitude

I wish you realized how much I love you

Just to avoid those 6 hours of solitude.

Can you see it in my eyes?

I had been craving all day long

I had been waiting to prove myself wrong

To prove to this world that your existence isn’t fake

And to prove to myself for my own sake

My love seems to be a mystery

                 Though magnetic enough to entice

Yet I doubt about the question

                 That, can you see it in my eyes?

I try to confess in every way possible

I try to prove that my love is immiscible

Though the time is too early to be right

Yet I see you in my every sight

My confession may be waiting for your hint

                 And a subtle glance of yours may suffice

But I am still not sure about the question

                 Can you actually see it in my eyes?

I got your support when I expected the least

People parted their ways, you stood with me atleast

When the sun was burning on my face

I felt the shadow of your grace

Was this only a friendly gesture

                 Which melts with time and slowly dies

Please give me a positive answer

                 That, YES! You can see it in my eyes.

One step of yours

Unaware of my actions

                 Not so aware of the consequence

I walk the path which leads to you

                 With the slightest of the reminiscence

From this moment onwards

                 When I move ahead to hold your hand

Don’t say and feel that people are watching

                 Don’t bother about how to withstand

How to withstand when people talk about me

                 How to withstand my every reference

Take that step one at a time

                 Trust me & trust your purest conscience

From this moment onwards

                 When I come down in your dreams

Don’t get up all of a sudden

                 Rather cherish the flow of that stream

Try to confront every moment

                 Don’t walk away from my name

Take that one step towards me

                 Believe me, these pensive moments are still the same

From this moment onwards

                 When I sink in the depth of your eyes

When I come and stand in front of you

                 And your eyelids don’t seem to rise

That fluttering of your eyelids

                 And the trembling in your voice

Go ahead and take that one step

                 You won’t regret about your choice

From this moment onwards

                 When I hold you and embrace

When your fragrance fills my aura

                 Beyond all limitations of disgrace

Don’t ever think for a while

                 That these feelings you need to resolve

Take that one step towards me

                 And just let yourself dissolve

From this moment onwards

                 When I try to search for that solace

Fill me in your arms and give me the comfort

                 Let me not search for another place

When I place my head on your shoulders

                 An my breath fills with your fragrance

Take that one step ahead no matter

                 And fill my life with your essence

From this moment onwards

                 When destiny knocks at your door

Don’t refer that destiny to somebody else

                 When you are yourself not that sure

You belong to my destiny

                 And you can’t take yourself away

And how so hard you try to resist

                 You will always fall in my way