A Deal with my Heart

When I started off, I never knew where it would go

My heart showed me the way, but the end was nowhere to know.

The path was dark, I preferred to hide

But you were holding my hand standing right beside.

I still question my destiny, wish I could live those moments more

But then my heart started questioning, from the bottom of its core.

Should I should I not, Do I do I not

Would I would I not, May I may I not.

We walk different paths, that would never ever meet

And the spaces between us are so hard to beat.

Clouds of confusion tearing my heart away

Can’t stop thinking about you, almost every other day.

Can’t stop missing, the warmth of your breadth

The soft touch of your lips, and the kiss on your neck.

Can’t stop missing, running my fingers down your hair

Holding you in my arms, for the moments were so rare.

But now the hard part comes, where I need to deal with my heart

A deal to stop thinking about you, a deal to stay apart.

I know it is painful, but I need to do it anyway

I know it is tough, I hope my heart shows me the way.

I tried a lot and kept trying, and failed miserably on my part

I still love you, I still miss you, It’s hard for me to stay apart.

With my heart I made a deal, with lot of pain and screams

That I will keep you holding in my arms, that I would meet you in my Dreams. 

Let the love grow

Meeting you, I thought would suffice 
but the crave increases manifold 
I thought it would slow down a little bit 
But no it’s love, it’s love untold 

Touching you, I thought would define 
That now my peace will be found 
Now my agonies with  be healed 
But no it’s love, it’s love unbound 

Kissing you, I thought is all I want 
But the emotions run unabated 
I try to defy my every thought 
But no it’s love, it’s love unaffected 

Holding you, I thought would prevent 
Prevent me from the thoughts of my own 
How so hard I try to resist 
But no it’s love, it’s love unknown 

Just give back my peace, just fix up my pain 
Tell this heart to slow down a bit, but all things go in vain 

Tell me how to block my heart, tell me how to calm my mind 
Tell me how to avoid this tear, but no it’s love, it goes unwind 


- Sumeet Mukherjee 

Moments of Truth

For the glow in your eyes 
For the blush on your face 
For the sweetness of your lips 
And for the love that I trace 

For the touch of your hand 
And the closing of your eyes 
For untying those soft hair
Where the beauty really lies 

For hearing that subtle soft voice 
For seeing the smile on your face 
For keeping the arms around your waist 
In that moment when I embrace 

For the fragrance of your body 
For the beats of your heart 
For the warmth of your neck 
Wish we never go apart 

For the stutter of your lips 
For the shiver of your spine 
For panting of your breath 
When I know you are mine 

Every moment with you is precious 
Every moment without you is pain 
I wish these moments never go away 
For these Moments of Truth may never come again 


- Sumeet Mukherjee 

Kiss Goodbye

Now is the time to go

                Don’t know when we’ll meet again

Undecided is the future

                Unknown is the pain

The craze and happiness of meeting you

                Will all end with that goodbye

Lovelorn will be my heart again

                Forlorn once you say goodbye

Now is the time to face the truth

                You are going to go your way

And I stand thinking you’ll turnaround

                But you even take my heart away

The memories and the dreams

                Are all related with that goodbye

I hate to see you go away

                I hate when you say goodbye

But our love knows no boundaries

                And we hold our hand tight

Trying to delay that last moment

                Don’t know what’s wrong or right

The peace and tranquillity of that moment

                Will all end with that goodbye

And then and there when we lock the lips

                I just die when you kiss goodbye 

One Glance to One Kiss

The journey of life, so mysteriously told 
Every dream when slowly unfolds 
I wait for her, for that one single chance 
For that special moment of one glance 

Staring at her, I forget all norms 
Dreams and imaginations start taking forms 
I wish she turns back and see me for a while 
For that special moment of one smile 

Every pulse reminds me of the fear 
Every beat of my heart I could hear 
The feeling as innocent as a turtle dove 
For that special moment of one love 

That unknown love with a covert affection 
In the crowded world we look for seclusion 
To hold that hand, we could as much 
For that special moment of one touch 

As a current, through the spine it flows 
As a fragrant breeze, when it blows 
That mystique moment, that touch as snug 
For that special moment of one hug 

Forgetting the world, now she falls in my arms 
Away from the pains, from sufferings and harms 
Then comes the moment which I wish I never miss 
And that’s the special moment of one kiss.