Who else will understand?

In all those instances when my heart goes low

             I search for the clasp of your hand

In all those moments of pain which only I know

             I find that beside me you stand

The heart bursts out with this pain

             And the results you hardly bother

I felt that you also love me as I do

             But realities are different rather

You can’t be the one who be my soulmate

             ‘Cause she could never make me cry

She will value and respect my feelings

             If not, atleast she’ll try

She won’t be as blunt as you

             And would never lead me to this suffering

Whatever be the situations

             Happiness throughout she would bring

Through my watered eyes I see her face

             And slowly-slowly her image clears

And I feel that I have found my soulmate

             Oh God! This is again she who comes near

The moment I decided to write

             I felt I would write against you

I felt that if you don’t care for me

             Then why should I care for you?

But still everywhere I see your face

             In every drop of my tear

I try to move far from you

             But my effort only brings you near

If you don’t understand my love

             Then who else will understand

You may have others to fall back

             But now who will hold my hand?

If we can’t walk the same way

             Why did you ever show me that?

Why did you show me those sweet dreams?

             And left me alone as I felt flat

Sometimes I feel how stupid I was

             That I want you in my life

How can I ever think of marrying you

             You can’t be the one to be my wife

It is because you don’t love me at all

             And whatever feelings you show are fake

You show to me that you love me so much

             I don’t understand for whose sake

I remember once my God told me

             That don’t marry the girl whom you love the most

‘Cause you may love her but she may not

             So marry that girl who loves you the most

If you’re fortunate enough you’ll find that person

             Who’ll love you as much as you do

But in case you don’t find her

             Then only marry that girl who is in love with you

My God also told me that you’ll find such people

             Who hold huge importance in your life

But she may not be the right person

             Who’ll support you in every strife

If I say that you ditched me

             Would I ever be wrong

This is for you to decide

             That in which category do you belong

I’m surprised with your attitude

             As the same would be impossible for me

You can take it as any other thing

             But it is the life blood for me

Any other girl would touch me

             This I would never ever tolerate

I only allow you to come near me

             Though you hardly care about this trait

For you it seems it doesn’t matter

             You may allow yourself to be touched by anybody else

But for me it’s the biggest sin

             The biggest sin that a gospel tells

This proves that you never loved me

             You only played with my emotions

And the day you didn’t need me more

             You turned your back to our relation

Through different stages of my life

             Many people played with my emotions

I thought maybe you’re not one of them

             But now you also seem to be of the same creation

I trusted you with blindfolded eyes

             And believed you with strongest conviction

But you only seem to think about your own life

             Was there selfishness in your affection?

Why did you ever hold my hand?

             And why did you ever dare to touch

When you knew that you never genuinely loved me

             When you knew that you’ll never love me so much

But I love you with the depth of my heart

             And this you’ll never understand

Oh God! If my best friend doesn’t understand

             Then who else will understand?