Monday, March 22, 2004

Uncertainties forever


All the people in this world
              Have their own assumptions
And the biggest uncertainty that I have
             Is because of all my presumptions
Though I know this very well
             That people have their expectations
The uncertainties exist in every place
             Through the darkness of endless limitations

The stumbling blocks that I face
             In the darkness of my life
I hurt my body as well my soul
             With cuts and bruises in this strife
Then hit my head with an unseen wall
             And blood flows out in stream
That warm blood flows through my face
             Taking me in a state of dream

People ditch me, they backstab me
             And I search for a helping hand
But uncertainties exist forever
             As even friends don’t withstand
They promise at first and then leave me alone
             To face all the wrath of this fate
And I only seem to wonder
             That why this happened so late

They say I misunderstood them
             Then why did all this happen in the first place
I don’t want to live in this world
             Which doesn’t even recognize my face
Whatever I wanted from you
             Was it all so unjustified
That bonds of friendship fall at stake
             And when I’m sure that I didn’t lie.

Anyways no problem
             You stay happy always
I think I expected quite a lot
             I overlook the uncertainties in the way
I told you yesterday that I believe you the most
             And you also said to keep that belief
But today I think I took you absolutely wrong
             And now I only want a little bit of relief

Why did I expect so much?
             When uncertainties are so powerful
Why didn’t I understand this before?
             Why my destiny did made a fool
I don’t know what you meant yesterday
             I don’t know what you mean today
But I only mean one thing
             That I don’t want to live in this way

At one instance I feel I have everything
             Another instance I feel that I’m lost

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