I lost something that I never had

The spaces between us were integrating

             And so was my state of conscience

She is the reason for my existence

             For my soul and the deep state of sense

But even before the realization of dreams

             The story took a turn for sad

Before I could even confess

             I lost something that I never had

Tragic were the turns through which I went

             But surprising was the satisfaction

She is in love with somebody else

             Her confession lies in every action

I’m happy for the match she found

             As I lack the qualities that he had

My dearest love was still with me

             When I lost something that I never had

To bury my desires deep under

             And bury through all that I’d been

Make me forget all those evenings

             Every instance that we spent and seen

May she always remain happy

             This intrinsic desire I always had

But one paradox that still exists

             I lost something that I never had