The first push

All is not in my control

             For I hate driven by situations

Circumstances rule my senses

             And I hate these untoward creations

When I haven’t done the requisite

             For the failure then it haunts

But the need has leaps beyond expectations

             That’s why the first push I want

Subsequent stages may not be easy

             But I have the energy to overcome them

I can prove this in every way

             That I’m better than any of them

Stopping me to get the first push

             All odds form heap and mount

Hundred reasons could stop me through

             That’s why the first push I want

It’s the matter of life and death

             For dreams and desires are related

Every link bears a stretch

             As if now or even belated

Every second of life does count

             Of every comment I bear the taunt

The limits of tolerance have been reached

             And that’s why the first push I want